Boy have I been a freak my whole life or what? I remember being so anxious to turn 18 and gain access to the forbidden world of pornography. I was open minded and curious so I thought I'd love porn. But it bummed me out. Every single movie I saw had the same cookie-cutter, silicone-heavy, ditzy chick with a pained or bored expression on her face and a whiny fake moan coming from her mouth. And every supposed "straight" movie had at least one girl-on-girl scene and plenty of anal sex. And the worst of it all? The men in "straight" porn. Is Ron Jeremy the most famous name in porn because he's attractive to women? No! He's famous because he's ugly as sin yet gets to fuck the most beautiful (predictable) women in the world. That's the market "het-porn" sells to: the average, ugly, every-day man who longs to be with beautiful women. The porn says to them, "You could do this," and it sells. Well I got real tired of fake tits and fake moans pretty quickly. All I wanted to see was more naked men. Attractive naked men. Is that too much to ask for? Apparently so, if one limits themselves to "het-porn." By about 20 years old, I had an epiphany that maybe if I want to see more men and less women in my porn, I need to be watching gay porn. And hence, my lifelong obsession with gay porn began...
(More to come in Part 2!)
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